Posted in nature, retreat

TAKE A BREATH AND SEE

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The past two weeks have been full of appointments.  In the middle of the whirlwind, I stopped by Holy Name Retreat  to take a breath and enjoy a bit of nature in the middle of the city.  Here’s a bit of what I found to help me relax.

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The sun was bright, and I didn’t get a sunburn. Must not be summer yet.

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Though I wasn’t feeling particularly lucky at the moment, I thought I’d see if I could find a four-leaf clover.

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I was worried for some Who’s and for Whoville.
After I walked for a while, I could feel my stress leave my body and I felt better. I love the world I see through my camera.

Posted in nature, retreat

TAKE A BREATH AND SEE

20110412_2

The past two weeks have been full of appointments.  In the middle of the whirlwind, I stopped by Holy Name Retreat  to take a breath and enjoy a bit of nature in the middle of the city.  Here’s a bit of what I found to help me relax.

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The sun was bright, and I didn’t get a sunburn. Must not be summer yet.

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Though I wasn’t feeling particularly lucky at the moment, I thought I’d see if I could find a four-leaf clover.

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I was worried for some Who’s and for Whoville.
After I walked for a while, I could feel my stress leave my body and I felt better. I love the world I see through my camera.

Posted in politics

ASK NOT WHAT YOUR COUNTRY CAN DO FOR YOU…DON’T TREAD ON ME?

I saw this Tweet this morning from @pourmecoffee. “New political reality: Ask not what country can do for you. Seriously, don’t ask. It’s not going to happen.”

I’ve seen quite a few sarcastic and Tweets and posts full of outrage this week as the United States government came minutes from a budget fiasco shutdown. I’ve posted quite a few of them myself.  As the skies grew dark and the thunder peeled in the sky as the clouds of doom gathered over DC, I realized it wasn’t thunder. It was Ronald Reagan, FDR, JFK, George Washington, Abraham Lincoln and all the signers of the Declaration of Independence turning over in their graves.

This is what the United States government has become – a bunch of bickering toddlers fighting over how to divide their graham crackers and milk. They are calling each other names and screaming, “Mine! Mine! Mine!” Forget that Johnny has more graham crackers than Teddy and will drop them all if he tries to pick up one more, but Johnny is looking out for Johnny, so he tries to take Teddy’s crackers and everything he’s holding tumbles to the floor. Then Teddy sees an opportunity to get more for himself and tries to pick up all of Johnny’s crackers. Then the tantrums begin.

When it’s all said and done, all that’s left are a bunch of soggy, broken, inedible graham crackers and two hungry, exhausted kids. Nothing was solved because they are still learning to share.

The biggest losers in this situation are the American people.  Shame on you, United States government. You’re older and better than that. Previous generations have proven it.  Abraham Lincoln said, “Democracy is the government of the people, by the people, for the people.”  The government has forgotten that, and shame on us, the people who voted for them, have let them.

After watching all the ridiculous posturing this week, using the plight of the 800,000 workers who would have been furloughed because of the infantile government tantrums explode all over the press coverage, I was very disturbed about how our government’s inability to govern and come to a mutual conclusion was going to affect our military.

Congress would still get paid. The men and women who serve our country for an embarrassingly low amount of pay were not going to get paid. Don’t get me wrong, we have to keep a working government and I get that, but our government isn’t working.  It’s broken, so why pay them?  It has to be broken if they are going to insist our people serving in the military, some in very dangerous combat zones, go without pay.  I don’t think it’s a good or intelligent plan to distract our men and women serving to protect our freedoms by creating a situation where they are stuck half a world away wondering if their kids are getting enough to eat, or if they are going to lose their house.

We can’t throw too many stones at the White House, because we, the American people, elected these spoiled, self-serving officials.  Don’t get me wrong. I’ve met a few government officials in my time – good people trying to operate within a system riddled with problems and power struggles.  Trouble is, we elect inept, pompous, agenda-thumping, close-minded people around them, thus placing obstacles in their way.  Washington chews up these good people and spits them out and we enable that every election day.

I wish more good men and women, particularly those who haven’t forgotten that governing is about the people they serve and not serving themselves, would run for office. I also wish more American people would enter a voting booth and not just vote their party or the most popular candidate, but would vote informed, making wiser choices.

What good is a government that accomplishes nothing, especially a government more concerned with their party’s agenda than the good of the people?

We have an opportunity to make changes in Washington. We can encourage those who would govern well to run for office and support them. At the very least, we have the right to vote – a freedom protected by all those people who weren’t going to get paid because of our inept government.

John F. Kennedy died years before I was born, but he left us a great thought to ponder, “Ask not what your country can do for you – ask what you can do for your country.”  I agree that we can do one thing for our country – get involved and elect a government for the people – and it is time to ask what our country can do for us.  After all, it is their job to do for us.  It is their job to budget, make laws, enforce laws, and WORK TOGETHER for the good of the people. If the officials currently in office cannot do that job, it is time for America to speak with their votes.

Posted in health, weather, weight loss

I AIN’T COMPLAININ’, I LIKE THE RAIN

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We haven’t had a significant rain several weeks. The evidence is not dry streets. The SPOD (Spring Pollen of Death) has coated my car in a greenish-yellow paste and has for quite some time now.  I’m giving the weatherman one last chance to predict a PWCW (Poor Woman’s Car Wash) tomorrow.  If he lets me down, I will have to seek out a place to rinse off my car, which is currently a rolling advertisement to SPOD.

I haven’t taken many photos lately or written much. I’m trying to give my body and brain time to find their balance as the doctor monkeys around with my thyroid and vitamin D levels without pressuring myself to flip the creative switch.  Apparently my vitamin D levels were so low, and have been for some time, that I have to take 50,000 units of vitamin D per week to try and catch up. Most people take 400 units a day. Couple that with questionable thyroid levels and I’m amazed that I wasn’t worse off hormonally than I was.

I do have to say, just over a month into this whole process, I do feel so much better than I did in January that it’s difficult to describe. The doctor did say that all of my levels will not be “normal” until sometime in late summer, which I can’t even imagine how much better I’ll feel then.  I can say it’s amazing what a better functioning thyroid and increasing vitamin D levels do for the human body.  Thank goodness I felt the freedom to tell my doctor to figure out what the hades was wrong with me and not put up with, “there’s nothing we can do,” like I did last time.

My energy levels still aren’t what I had hoped, but I am exercising again.  I am still not sleeping like I’d hoped, but I am sleeping more.  I have to remember that one month of meds doesn’t erase what was estimated as years of deficiency overnight. I still have hope that my energy levels will continue to rise, that my creativity levels will also continue to rise, and my general health will also continue to rise.

I also feel less…doomed, for lack of a better word. I feel like I am going to be all right now. My brain is no longer foggy or weighed down by sadness or hopelessness. I never imagined how much of my issue was physical on top of the mental demons I fight. The demons seem smaller now, because they are no longer magnified by deficiency.

That’s not to say I don’t feel sad sometimes or feel a little crazy, but those times are mostly in my rear-view mirror now. The rain can fall, but it doesn’t drown me. I am looking forward to what the next few months will bring and seeing the results of hard work and the ability to keep a disciplined thought.

Hopefully, the rain will come tomorrow and I will enjoy it…and my car will be free of SPOD.  Well, ok.  Free-er of SPOD.

Posted in Humanity, World

PRAY FOR JAPAN

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Not sure where this originated, but received it via an rss feed of Eugene Cho. It serves as a reminder that, as with Haiti, it will take a long time for hundreds of thousands of people to return to their new normal.